Day 34

First off, TGIF is still the best thing to say oh my g a a a h h d

I dreaded this week so much because I knew work’s gonna bust all the stored energy left in me and I wasn’t wrong. Just so happy that even with only two days, I was able to iron everything out and results were pleasing! Always a good feeling to still find myself breaking every record with every project on my plate. That’s two days no Central Perk though, and about 36 kilometers worth of runs skipped. Anyway it’s Friday and normal quarantine life has resumed l o l

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But all these busy days keep on dragging me back to that time I had the best guys on my side. And it makes me really sad that the fact that it’s all in the past gets shoved in my face every single time. Goddamnit, why can’t it be just us again?

I thought the day has come when I could finally talk about it and learn to look past through the pain but you know what, there’s no fucking silver lining here.

It wasn’t perfect, but if I could just go back in time and relive every memory we had, I undoubtedly would. Never thought I could feel this much for people I’d share work desks with, but I did. Gahd I’d take a bullet for these dudes.

Missing you, always.

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Now that I can finally continue my Friends binge, can I just say how happy I am about Chandler and Monica being together and that — yeah I know I’m two decades behind but hey I was a toddler! What’s important is that I’m catching up and I’m having a really good time! Can’t wait to jump to HIMYM next (finally! Specter would be so happy about this)! Can’t believe sitcoms would grow on me!

Also, I have not mentioned that I sobbed for Nairobi’s death most especially when The Professor launched it as the first missile! Damn that was genius! Knowing how this makes Helsinki and Bogota feel broke my heart though. I have soft spots for fatherly figures because they’re always so selfless and they genuinely care for others without asking for anything in return. I see both of them this way and I’m rooting for them! FOR NAIROBI!