Day 54
Wasn’t really planning on writing something today but I guess the universe wants me to keep the momentum going so here I am. Everything just seems to be so aligned it’s creeping me out l o l. Like is there some kind of a Big Brother watching over me because I don’t know, it’s crazy to be thinking about stuff that’s meant to be in my head only and then suddenly something related comes in real life and I’m like w t f. Nothing major though, just some small things that I’m making a big deal out of l m a o
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Anyway, onto the regular side of my life a.k.a. work — operational plans moving forward post-ECQ are being discussed and I’m honestly not at all ready. Physically, emotionally and mentally. And financially too l o l seriously, what the hell is this thing called spending money?! HAHAHA contrary to the sentiments of many, the current scenario has put a stop to my very bad spending habits and if there’s one thing I should be thankful for right now, it’s this one. Our place being outside Metro Manila don’t allow me to order stuff so even if I want to, there’s nothing I can do about it. Almost 60 days of enduring the pain made taking out 100 bucks from my wallet become something that I need to put a lot of thought on l o l
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My girl JoJo released new music recently (stream Good to Know y’all) and I’m all for it! I love it so so much I haven’t listened to anything else since it broke out! Well that’s a bit of an exaggeration but that’s pretty close. Goddamn, it speaks to me on so many levels I’m wondering if Jo wrote about my life?? l m a o this is literally about my shit three years ago!! Don’t be surprised if in the coming days you’d hear me wallow in nostalgia. I’m also noting that of all the days it can be released, it had to be on the day I’d surely be pulled back to the recent past? Good timing, Jo.
Speaking of nostalgia — seems like it’s only yesterday when that crazy night was forever engraved to our memories. It’s fucking insane I still have no words and my feelings about it remain undefined up to this day. Pedialyte would’ve been my anthem for that but who says I can’t associate it with that moment three years after?
And then today, while peacefully trying to get past through Day 54, my phone rang.
It’s all just a mere coincidence.
No big deal.